Well, I’m looking forward to blogging about the Big Event this weekend, along with many others, I have been looking forward to it for some time. I’m hoping to hook up with like minded people and get some feedback on where I’m at with my bead making, and I’m especially interested to see some well known and excellent bead makers giving demonstrations.
After last week’s crazy, obsessive time in the Shed of Destiny I decided to step back from bead making a bit, it was all getting too much. I want to be good at what I do but in pursuit of that I became hyper-critical and perfectionistic, it was so tiring! I banned myself from the shed and took photos of beads and posted them in my website shop instead, something I had meant to do for ages but always opted for making more beads, whereupon I felt bad about making beads and letting other important things slide. Ugh, it’s tough being a wilful artist! Anyway, I felt much better for the break and managed to get a better perspective on life for a few days.
Today I fired up the torch and had the pleasure of introducing a creative friend, Tako, to the process of bead making, his beads are in the kiln right now, and we have the anticipation of seeing the beads in the morning.
And here they are – Tako didn’t really think they were that good, but most bead makers would acknowledge that they’re pretty amazing for first ever beads. If I remember correctly, the bead on the right was approx 3cm high, so he’s started out big. Excellent. Shame he doesn’t have access to bead making equipment where he lives, but who knows, maybe one day…
I got my replacement phone today. Apparently this Nokia model will ‘improve’ my image. Hah!
Now I must do a bit of ironing for my trip, which is why I’m writing this, anything to avoid ironing! Actually, being overweight is quite useful at times, providing one can actually get the item on, filling out a piece of clothing with plumpness means less ironing : ) Silver linings and all that.
I’m pretty excited about going to the Flame Off, I’m particularly looking forward to the demonstrations by glass bead makers whose work I admire, I’m hoping to learn.
Every now and then I pull something out of the kiln and think ‘Hey! I’m actually doing quite well at this bead making lark’ then I see a piece on another website (Judith Johnston and Dora Schubert, JCHerrel, Melanie Moertel, to name but a tiny few – I see a links page coming on) and feel slightly deflated, the benchmarks are set high. I expect everyone has those moments of inadequacy, and that’s where meeting other beaders is essential, they seem to be a friendly bunch, and I hope to get a better perspective on where I’m at by the time the event is over.
I did a bad thing the other night. I melted some silver wire and forgot about fumes…sore throat, and feeling horrible for a couple of days ensued. Fool Woman!!! Will not melt metals without some kind of mask on again, it’s just plain idiotic.
Had a lovely moment while making a bead the other day, as I turned it over I spotted a perfectly placed naturally occurring hole, so I put a muted pink dot in it. I like making heart beads, it’s very satisfying when the shape works out well.
Yesterday my husband’s replacement shed was delivered (the original one was blown down in the January gales) so we spent some time clearing the old debris and I got to be his skivvie. Great. All I wanted to do was play at the torch (that’s not unusual, that’s all I ever want to do) so when I got fed up playing slave I’d pop into my shed and make a few sample beads. I need a reference board of CiM colours, I LOVE the lazy way CiM glass moves when it’s hot, lots of time to get it where I want it to go. I’m off to put in an order, yum yum yum…